Wednesday, July 5, 2023
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Here we are again, reliving this day since 2008. I hoped the pain would become more tolerable. It’s not. I broke the day I lost you. I had no idea how to put myself back together. I don’t know how to be here without you. Nothing feels right. It’s like a part of me is just gone and nothing fixes that. Then Mom joined you and I really shattered like glass. Most days I still have to convince myself to keep moving, don’t give up. I fail and retreated into myself and shut down. I miss you so much Nana.